Mind the gap.

28 July 2004

But I didn't. I came here instead.

I suppose I lied when I said I'd be using my DL diary more nowadays. I was being quite sincere when I said it, but unfortunately, the road [to Hell?] is paved with good intentions.

Tamara's leaving in 5 days. I know we didn't have the MOST exciting of times or do everything I wanted to do, but I will miss her...she's been part of the family for over a month. The 5+ hour conversation we had one night kept us up until past 5 AM and will remain one of my fondest memories of her stay here. We were both lying in our respective beds in the dark of my room, discussing all sorts of things... I think conversations held in the dark can sometimes be beneficial. You don't feel quite so inhibited... of course, that is most likely simply because I am rather shy at times and feel strange asking personal questions....

Oh dear. Like I mentioned, I am veryvery tired. This is clearly affecting my coherence (Coherency?! Am definately out of it!) as I'm just kind of meandering in and out of sense... and in the process avoiding all the important things that actually merit discussion, the things that [literally] keep me up at night.

I will read this entry tomorrow morning and find it hard to resist the urge to simply delete it.

Good-night.

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